BAD GIRL

I walk a bad road
And it won't get clear soon
I don't want to go
But I know I will
She don't want to know
What it is that she wants
She want to take it slow
But she knows where shell end up
I won't wait another day
Because a day won't change a thing
I want you to be free
But I don't want to share
So I sing about the pain
And I walk around the street
Nothing is okay and the end won't be clean
Cause you've been a bad girl
And you don't want to stay
And you've been a bad girl
But baby that's okay
I don't want you no more
Not who ever you are
And I don't need you no more
That's why I got rid of my heart
And all this will end just like it began
Ill just swim away
Until I find land
Because in the end
Were just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year

Soon is good but sooner is great

I have always been a man of many words
Some not so great but always there.
I have always been the type to speak my mind only because I feel I'm one of the few that has an original thought to offer. When I first said hello I was scared but not because your beauty is something to fear but because I knew you shared a mind as bold as my own. You have this way of seeing things its incredible the way I describe things to you and you simply understand there isn't a hesitation in you you say what you feel and you are never afraid that's something I admire. being scared is something I've never known but being missunderstood that's something the lord and I know all to well. Your spiritual your that gypsy woman you may never know this and you may never care but you've already done so much for me and don't take it as a bad thing just remember that the world isn't ready for our ideas or our thoughts which is why we keep them we're missunderstood and we both have roles in this play but don't you ever think the curtains are going to be pulled in the middle of the play for when they turn on the bright lights we will be waiting there maybe not in the same place maybe not at the same time I'd sure love to show you my mind So before I forget, see me......
soon is good but sooner is great

I own the night

I own the moon that shines
Brighter than anything else
I own the boulevard
The only boulevard that knows of shattered dreams
Where millions have walked but few have bled
I am one of them
The only one
This boulevard knows me more than I know myself
These strange people
They make funny faces but its not them that I fear
They will walk my boulevard
But it won't ever be theirs
This street is home to only me
It will take the worlds end to get me out of my home
And even then ill still be here
In this boulevard
It isn't love street its something bigger
Many have tried but none will be able too
Because this boulevard has given me the most important part of life
Her heart so
If you ever want to question something don't question my boulevard
I am the HEART of hollywood
And I own the night
So don't you ever step foot in my street or walk on my boulevard
Because I will personally make sure you never walk again
It isn't a threat its a promise
Just know that I own the night
And that's my moon not yours

the tears in heaven

As I walk down an empty street my mind full of thoughts I can't talk about for this world is not ready
my mind altering state is not caused by any substance other than the power to dream
Now all I can do is walk with this blood on my hands for it signals what the world will see, me as an individual with a story
Unlike everyone else who walks with an empty stare and an empty soul
I walk always guarded by my instincts and this heart that I hold so dear
The moon is always there
While your walking it follows in a hypnotic way
it slowly moves and
As I close my eyes I open my soul
And when I stare at the moon with my soul I see you
Staring back at me
Wondering if maybe your really staring back
And
I have this blood on my hands
The world is scared and so are people scared of someone with no fear
I can't fear because I've got a beautiful heart and I'm able to close my eyes even if its only for a second I can dream
And when I heard the sound of silence and saw the panic in their eyes I knew
Just like I've always known
That this isn't just a stain
This isn't just a sound made by a weapon
This isn't just a simple goodbye
This isn't just a wondering eye
This is something that almost ended my life
But with this I still walk amoung the mindless people who may be full of knowledge but wont ever be able to dream
The cementary is full of brave men
And I guess maybe I need to start taking my road there
But I don't fear the reaper
I don't fear the world
I know the world isn't ready for my point of view
Not many are
So as were just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year
Ill walk with this blood on my hands
For the only thing in danger tonight is the world for I'm still here and I'm still standing amoung you lord waiting for the answer so for the
Few amoung the dead walking through the widows eyes I am not scare because I can dream even with this blood on my hands
And this heart full of hope
I'm sure there are still tears in heaven

luna

Esta noche llo espero a la luna
Bella como siempre llena de amor
Tonight I wait for the moon
beautiful tonight
Full of love
When I look I feel like you're staring back at me

bed of roses

its been a long hiatus
its been way to many years having fun
while i've been away i've written quite a few songs
i've realized a lot of things about life in general
and its tough
its about confessing how i really feel
i don't really understand many things in this life
but one of them i can surely say is you
dont stop the world with what you cant understand
dont try to stand alone because we both know you can
its was never about trying to find yourself
its always been about trying to forget me
im sitting here
wasting away
trying hard
not to remember
this morning i don't know
and i dream again but its not the same
with my hands open
i remember our french kiss good morning
i remember the music id hear
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
all those things i long to believe about love
the truth
you hid from me the truth
baby
i want to lay down in a bed of roses
tonight i sleep on a bed of pain
i wanna lay you down on a bed of roses
i'm so far away
Well I'm so far away the steps that I take on my way home
id give each night to see you preform again
i run out of time and its hard to get through to a girl on the run
i just close my eyes
and i dream like you do but somehow when were not together its just not the same
so come dream away i know that's
cause baby our love its true
and i want to lay down on a bed of roses
i want to lay you down
on a bed of roses
while people stand in the way
while people try to win
i just laugh real hard because they don't have something i got
and that's your heart
now you close your eyes
know i've been thinking about you
standing in that spot light again
i wont be alone and i know that don't mean i'm not lonely
ive got nothing to prove because its you that id die to defend
tonight i sleep with your heart at hand
i want to be just as close
the world it sleeps
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down
i want to lay you down on a bed of roses
so come on and travel with me
i want to lay you down on a bed of roses
so come lay with me

pull it out of the stone

I'm waiting to think of something to write.
I'm looking at this ring wondering what it means now
I can't seem to get it off my middle finger.
I had a whole speech about this ring
I was proud to wear this ring what it represented what it made me think about or who actually. It almost makes me wonder at times if it will ever just come off on its own
I've given up on trying to take it off
I've tried it all
Soap, oil, I've even contemplated cutting of my finger I won't get that extreme I mean the ring itself isn't that bad a silver color or maybe white gold. Its suits me in a way no other ring ever has it fits perfectly in my finger too perfectly at times.... someone made a comparison not to long ago about me and this ring I told them the problem how it wouldn't come off and they said "maybe its like the king arther story" where everyone tries to pull the sword off the stone but only the little boy is able too. It made me think and I asked her to take the ring off my finger it wouldn't budge then I asked many people to try and it also wouldn't budge today I tried again to take it off it sled a little at first I thought it was finally coming off but then just like that it was stuck I don't know who will pull this ring off my finger or if its even suppose to come off but for now ill just keep wearing the ring as if I had a choice don't get me wrong I'm inlove with the ring but and yea there's a but
Actually there is no butt
I guess the ring is here to stay so when you see me walking slowly down the street since I've been walking slower as of late take a second look at my hand the ring I carry still proud still holding true to the promise I made